There's plenty of unrational feelings inwards my soul..
A stream of water that flows against its own direction. Lying on a stock with my face hidden from the danger, merely staring at the pitchblack sky above me. Watching millions and millions of stars that I envy. Beeing so defined, so pure... 
I'm hearing my pearlgray tears fall into the water and I'm feeling a smile peeking at the corners of my face. Broken in hundred pieces and drifting away. Drifting apart.
There's nothing to keep me in place, no harbor to sail back to. The thought comforts me, meaning I could be free.
I let my hand softly touch the ferocious water and let it sink. Feeling the silence in the deep water that fools my human eyes.
Maybe there's more strength than believed...

/In a blur of your stars, you still care and trust.